Lyrics:

[Intro]
Mhm
Rain to wash my pain away
Rain to wash my pain away
Rain to wash my pain away
Rain to wash my pain away

[Verse 1]
Look in the mirror, my soul hurt
Don't understand why Im so alone
I took time to reflect on the past
And the path that I chose to expose and the [?] I coulda never dispose of
Getting rid of all of my issues
The pain on the page, use that as a tissue
When I'm dead and gone, everybody'll forget me
I still miss my grandmother, I wish we could have a conversation
But a relationship she had with a nigga [?]
I understand I was just a child, the outside looking in, making observations
And I was never really one for patience, just prayed [?] pain of [?]
Day that I die, I can see you in the sky to provide me the peace in your warm embrace
I gotta learn how to live with regrets
With all of the time I foolishly wasted
The reason why my confidence is so emaciated
I internalize all of my agony [?]
And that worries me that I stay secluded
Your words of wisdom I could really use em
But it's too confusing with the things that I write
I was tryna take it back to the better times
I was never really given the chance to fully prepare
I gotta deal with the grief but the stress of death is weighing heavy on my mind
I've been tryna get the peace I can only seem to find whenever I think of you
But the truth is I'm still seething
I believe that love is about more than monetary achievements
And people always leave when you need 'em
It's been a coupla years, am I really still breathin' fuck

[Outro]
It's been a coupla years, am I really still breathin fuck
Yeah
Its been a coupla years, am I really still breathin' fuck
Yeah, yeah, fuck
Rain to wash my pain away
Rain to wash my pain away
Rain to wash my pain away
Rain to wash my pain away, lawd
And the rain to wash my pain away
Rain to wash my pain away, aah, yeeah
Rain to wash my
Rain to wash my, yeah
Rain to wash my
Rain to wash my
Rain to wash my pain away, aah