Headlights race towards the corner of the dining room And half illuminate a face before they disappear You breathe in forty years of failing to describe a feeling I breathe out smoke against the window, trace the letters in your name
Our letters sound the same Full of all our changing That isn't change at all All straight lines circle sometime
You said somewhere there's a box full of replacement parts to All the tenderness we've broken or let rust away Somewhere sympathy is more than just a way of leaving Somewhere someone says I'm sorry, someone's making plans to stay
So tell me it's okay Tell me anything, or Show me there's a pull Unassailable
That will lead you there from the dark alone To benevolence that you've never known Or you knew when you were four and can't remember
Where a small knife tears out those sloppy seams And the silence knows what your silence means And your metaphors, as mixed as you can make them Are linked like days, together
I still hear trains at night when the wind is right I remember everything, lick and thread this string
That will never mend you or tailor more Than a memory of a kitchen floor Or the fire-door that we kept propping open
And I love this place, the enormous sky And the faces, hands that I'm haunted by So why can't I forgive these buildings These frameworks labeled home
Headlights race towards the corner of the dining room And half illuminate a face before they disappear