Lyrics:

I live a life of the pain
I live a life of not knowing if I wanna keep living life
I live a life wit a brain
That keep telling me I wasn’t supposed to be given this life
I live a life of regret
I live a full of drugs
I wish that that I could forget
That everyone knew
That you were the one that I loved
Damn I look dumb
Putting my trust in these hoes
I should leave that to the pros
You wouldn’t know what Im putting inside of my blunts
And what I put inside of my nose
I’m never home
Chillin wit my so called friends
We get along cause we all are depressed
We get along cause we all are obsessed
The love where you hurt is the best
Look if I could love you know damn well I would
But I can’t keep my lips of the wood
And 11 years old I just had to go jugg
Shopping the thrift but I’m still lookin good
Pray for my niggas that’s still in the hood
Fuckin yo bitch man I do what I should
If I said it I meant I seen it or done it
2019 man a nigga was cutting
Feelin like everything in my life was gone plummit
Now I get head from her cousin
Feelin like gunna the way that I’m buzzing
You gonna shut up the day that I come up
I got a lotta shit I got to sum up
Sein my momma on lean
Sein my momma pop pills
She wouldn’t pay for the bills
Ima take her to the hills
I need to chill
Smoking a dill wit the boys
Toys
You know we makin some noise
Poised
I got that lil bitch annoyed
Cause when she call me I avoid
I’m on the same shit
Acid,coke,weed I don’t think I got a favorite
This shit is dangerous
Funny how you think that my heart is something to play with
I’m at my mains crib
Sitting on her bed mad as fuck because she came quick
I'm in a spaceship
Smoking an L
Lately ain’t been living well cus...
[Hook}
I live a life of the pain
I live a life of not knowing if I wanna keep living life
I live a life wit a brain
That keep telling me I wasn’t supposed to be given this life
I live a life of regret
I live a full of drugs
I wish that that I could forget
That everyone knew
That you were the one that I loved
I live a life of the pain
I live a life of not knowing if I wanna keep living life
I live a life wit a brain
That keep telling me I wasn’t supposed to be given this life
I live a life of regret
I live a full of drugs
I wish that that I could forget
That everyone knew
That you were the one that I loved