Lyrics:

Don`t wake me up
It`s the best that I`ve felt in weeks
And to be completely honestI`d rather be happily dead or asleep

Sit back and listen
Close your eyes if you feel it
`Cause I`m questioning everything
It`s affecting all my decisions
I saw you in the mirror
And switched up my rhythm
Am I chasing a dream or am I caught in the middle of it?

Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it`s over?
No, I`m still here and I`m not dead
(No, I`m still here and I`m not dead)

And most days it all feels the same
I can`t tell no difference in pleasure and pain
And it makes me sick, sick joke
Like life is shoving its fingers to the back of my throat

And sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it`s over?
No, I`m still here and I`m not dead
And I`ll hold on to a moment
Like a sad kid to a blanket
Would you tell me that I`m okay?
That I`m still here and I`m not dead
(No, I`m still here and I`m not dead)
(No, I`m still here and I`m not dead)

Sit back and listen
Close your eyes if you feel it
`Cause I`m questioning everything
It`s affecting all my decisions
I saw you in the mirror
And switched up my rhythm
Am I chasing a dream or am I caught in the middle of it?

And some day I`ll find you
Like an old key to a locked door
Is it all just some sick joke?
Am I still here? `Cause I can`t tell

Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it`s over?
No, I`m still here and I`m not dead
And I`ll hold on to a moment
Like a sad kid to a blanket
Would you tell me that I`m okay?
That I`m still here and I`m not dead