Lyrics:

A flash on the nightsky
Against ceaseless rainfall
A flicker on the wall
Amidst dancing shadows
Spinning round in circles
Yet rooted on the spot
Lying still on the floor
Whirling about inside
This is not what I had wanted
I have to leave this place
This is not what I had dreamed of
I need to gain more space
This is not what I intended
I have to leave these shores
This is not what I had hoped for
I need to close these doors
I should get on an airplane
I should leave this state of mind
I should use the passing lane
I should leave this life behind
I will catch the morning breeze
I will jump into the sea
I will follow my caprice
I will finally be me

This is not what I had wanted
I have to leave this place
This is not what I had dreamed of
I need to gain more space
This is not what I had wanted
I have to leave this place
This is not what I had dreamed of
I need to gain more space
This is not what I intended
I have to leave these shores
This is not what I had hoped for
I need to close these doors
So many directions
I feel so pulled apart
So many distractions
I feel them split my heart
So many directions
I feel so pulled apart
So many distractions
I feel them split my heart
So many directions
I feel so pulled apart
So many distractions
I feel them split my heart