Lyrics:

Were you surprised that we never spoke? That in the still of the night when nothing stirs I woke and I gathered up some clothes. I never planned on this, but it's the way it goes. And now it all seems too familiar, like pages turned on calendars that give the same twelve months to fuck things up year after year. and I can't believe how down I am like a well being lowered in the water stops the bucket drops it's farther and farther down, farther and farther down. Well I guess you never knew me, or at least not well enough. And so I fill my gut with that dark red wine till my brain shuts off and my eyes go blind. You won't see me there in that thick black air. Yeah, I'll finally make something dissapear. 'Cuz I've been practicing dissapearing and I think that I got it down. Now there's no sun, it's just a cellar. Nowhere a sky, just that black, black dirt, yeah now there's no sun it's just a cellar nowhere a sky, just that black, black, black, black dirt. Expanding outwards just echoes for answers. Not that it matters, it's backward, it's forwards. Unhappy lovers with baskets of flowers. Use them as markers, the place where your bed once stood at the time when it still felt good. But you'll get that feeling back. Yeah, you just need some time to think and to add up the Hell get it straight in your mind, but to calculate costs that may take some time. But I'm sure you'll get to feeling better. Yeah I just need some time to drink. So I fill my gut with that blood red wine 'till my inside