Lyrics:

V.1
I'm coming out, slippery as a trout
Here is my handle, here is my spout
Fresh brand new, born baby on the planet
Almost aborted, taken for granted
Sticky from the womb and I feel doom
After the scrub, I can't feel no love
Doctor says, get the fix coz my body's throwing fits
Even though I don't know what it is, I need a hit
Everything's shaking, why can't I stop?
Don't warm me up no bottle, spark me up a rock
Almost evicted, blood vessels constricted
I just got here and I'm addicted
Live or die, what should I do?
Lord help me, I'm in a catch 22
V.2
Yeah I survived and at the age of five
My mommy's off crack, said she ain't going back
And from the looks of it, you would think I got it made
Ever since mommy married Rev. Kinkade
But even at this age I feel the sickest kind of gloom
Coz each and every night he keeps sneaking in my room
Touching me and feeling me, I wanna ring the bell
But he says if I tell, then I'ma go to hell
And Lord I don't wanna go to hell, I wanna be with You
I'm in a catch 22

V.3
No I never told and now I'm 18 years old
Sometimes chill, sometimes bold
Girls say uh, check him out, he kinda fly
And I can't relate no matter how hard I try
I'm afraid ever since Rev. Kinkade
I don't understand how I'm made
Something's gone wrong in my head, I wish I was dead
The cuts on my wrist bled
I guess this stuff about God ain't true
Coz why would He leave me in a catch 22
V.4
Yo kid, you gotta live to get fed up, amped and kinda sped up
You gots to come head up and just don't let up
I know life's been banging, booming, hitting
You can't catch a break so you thinking bout quitting
But listen, the life lesson is in
Launching out into the deep, yo you gotta keep fishing
There's One who controls who you are and be
Which is a slight definition of the Almighty
But don't get it twisted, He's faithful and cares
And won't allow you to go through more than you can bear
But with all your temptation, He'll give you an escape
So whether you've been molested or whether you've been raped
Or born in the ghetto in a cold water flat
Blind or deaf, handi or capped
Hold on, deliverance is nigh
Coz you can get your piece of the pie in the twinkling of an eye
And God can't lie, it's a test, a plan
So will you still hold on when you can't understand?
Will you hold on so that God can get the glory?
You'll get the reward, He'll tell the story
About a person that had a hard life
The stress and the strife
And nothing went right
And so much pain, didn't know what to do...
But still served God despite the catch 22