Lyrics:

I invoke him
And he comes to me in my dreams
Dressed in black
He speaks in a language only I can understand
His hands are warm
His breath is hot
He is the horrible pain within my heart
My religion
My sanctuary
My church
My sacrifice
My confession
My exorcism
My worship in progress
I have no other lover
Now until forever
He is magic
And when he kisses me
I can taste him on my lips
Like an elixir
Far from innocent
He is pure evil
A sinner's prayer
A saint's desire

For him, I would walk through fire
For him, I have walked through fire
To draw him I want so bad
One gift I'll never have
He drives a stake into my soul
Makes me bleed
Makes me whole
Drinks me
Devours me
Intoxicates me
With his love
Hate, devotion, faith
As beautiful as Jesus Christ
He is as brutal as the depths of hell
In my dreams
I press my mouth against his
And I feel heaven
Horror
Terror
He looks at me with that look
I call his serial killer look
Like he wants to fuck me
And kill me all at the same time

It scares me
It turns me on
His eyes are brown his stare is intense
Meaningful
Powerful
Maybe that's why he is so fucking scary
Because he means it
Sometimes he tells me he loves me
As he looks at me with that look
Sometimes he doesn't have to
I've never felt a man look at me like this
It's almost creepy
Uncomfortable
Sexy
I guess I know he could never really chop off my hands
Or could he?