Lyrics:

Pipe that shit up, TnT
Dmac on the fuckin` track
(Tahj Money)
Bondin` over drugs and pain, dirty Sprite share
My dawg was one of a kind, I know your type rare
I know life is a bitch and she don`t fight fair
How the fuck I wake up from a dream to a nightmare?
Left us behind, you seen that light glare
I know you walkin` up to Heaven on them white stairs
Why I can`t just pull up to your crib and see you right there?
Nobody love you `til you dead, that`s when they might care

Let`s just be friends before we rush into a label
Wanna know if you really fuck with me, girl, what`s your angle?
It`s only for the better if I`m tryna change you
Lovin` me ain`t easy, if you leave, I don`t blame you
Trauma got me fucked up, so I`m mentally unstable

I got wrapped up in my emotions, now I`m tangled
Deep in my thoughts and overthinkin`, can get painful
Watch how I move, one wrong decision can be fatal
Hidden messages, conversations with my angels
Just walk with me and you`ll see I`m tryna save you
Most times I`m by myself, I`m still confused from betrayal
From rags to riches, shit still hard, I`m just on phase two

Bondin` over drugs and pain, dirty Sprite share
My dawg was one of a kind, I know your type rare
I know life is a bitch and she don`t fight fair
How the fuck I wake up from a dream to a nightmare?
Left us behind, you seen that light glare
I know you walkin` up to Heaven on them white stairs
Why I can`t just pull up to your crib and see you right there?
Nobody love you `til you dead, that`s when they might care

Livin` on his own and he runnin` out of options now
`Cause he felt like he couldn`t be his self at his mama house
Hittin` licks, missin` school
Junior year, he thought `bout droppin` out
Him against the world, .40 on him when he poppin` out

On his dark road, he just tryna find a proper route
Hate the criticism, he uses music to block it out
By his auntie, he was molested as a baby boy

Messed up his head, it even changed the way he play with toys
Up late night rappin` and they told him to quit makin` noise
Stuck in his feelings, he be spendin` every day annoyed
He wanna stand over a nigga, leave his face destroyed
He miss his hood, now this something that he can`t avoid

Bondin` over drugs and pain, dirty Sprite share
My dawg was one of a kind, I know your type rare
I know life is a bitch and she don`t fight fair
How the fuck I wake up from a dream to a nightmare?
Left us behind, you seen that light glare
I know you walkin` up to Heaven on them white stairs
Why I can`t just pull up to your crib and see you right there?
Nobody love you `til you dead, that`s when they might care