Lyrics:

Happy hurts sometimes
Blame it on the monsters in my mind
I keep getting better at slowly getting worse
What's wrong with me when happy hurts

This on again, off again temperamental affection
For my darling depression is making me go mad
I hear there's a fine line between crazy and sad
But I can't tell a difference up close

There's a lot of us, you know, ill and undiagnosed
But I don't need a piece of paper to tell me what I already know
I'm not alright, for tonight can we let that be alright?
Pick the battle up again in the morning light

And I'm fighting so hard
To come out of the dark
Trying to turn off the night
Finally let in the light
Trying to make my misery just a piece of my history
A little less victim, a little more victory

So today I feel okay, guess it was all just in my head
I just need to try harder I guess
Everyone else in the world seems to be doing alright
Yeah, I'm alright, for tonight, can we let the pain and the happy mix?
Can the two co-exist, the beauty next to the mess
Because I swear I have them both already beating in my chest
And if that makes me crazy, the numbers don't lie
But I don't call that crazy, I call it being alive

If I had to pick between the way that I am
And the way that everybody else seems to pretend
I wouldn't consider it, not for even a second
Between psycho and sanity it's not even a question
My favorite parts of myself seem to make the least sense
All the cracks in my skin, they just let the light in
My favorite parts of myself seem to make the least sense
All the cracks in my skin let the light in