Lyrics:

Pipe that shit up, TNT
I just wanna be loved
D-Mac on the fuckin` trackDon`t nobody understand me though
Tahj Money

The way I came in the game
The image that I had put out
They wouldn`t expect me to have feelings
Know it probably don`t seem like it
That`s why they talk about me like I ain`t human
But we all is

But I`m still being me
I`m still in the streets and I`m still thuggin`
Until them niggas put me under, yeah
That`s how we livin` and that`s how we going out
You hear me? Open your mouth

I say, mama, I`m so sorry
I got ice burn where my heart at
On the road where I had it hard at
How I`m chosen? I`m so heartless, so, so heartless

I ain`t know my age, he was 16, they killed Lil` Dave
Mind in a rage, I`m way too young to feel this pain
I ain`t know how to fade, but I dove in `cause I`m a man
I love that girl to death, as we get old, our feelings change

I pay for therapy because my thoughts ahead of me
They keep on draggin` me, I play for keeps, they scared of me
I cannot barely, can barely sleep or even breathe
I cannot hold on without you on side of me

I never knew this fame would take the ones I love from `way from me
I wanna see Kacey bad, but I can`t seem to call Nene
Go in with no pen and pad, I got this shit right on my sleeve
Right now my candle burning wax, I`m feelin` like it`s burnin` me

I`m just a lonely child
Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah
Take this pain away, this pain away
Because my head been runnin` wild, wild

I fell in love with Kaylyn, without even knowin` this bitch done snaked me
I`m missin` Yaya daily, the one who don`t make me feel basic
Happiness I`m chasin`, while killers behind me tryna blank me
You don`t know what I`m feelin`
Or what I`m thinkin` and you can`t change me

I miss my fuckin` daddy, I`ve been callin` Montana my father
Times been gettin` harder
I came from nothing, now bitch, I`m royal
I call Monique my mama, but Lord knows I need Sheronda
I don`t need no commas, I`m feeling like I`m going under

My paw-paw getting old, and once he gone, I`m on my own
Right now I`m all alone, I pray that grandmom keep me strong
Can`t even leave my home, my bracelet beeping plus I`m down
I just wan` be gone, my son straight, my money long

Tell me what you feelin`, I hope that I can help you out
My youngins in that north, I pray that y`all gon` make it out
These bitches comin` `round, and they don`t even like my songs
I`ll burn up the town, before them niggas bust my dome

I wish that I could hear Dump say, 'What up, lil` brother,' one more time
We killing shit and plus we dying
I`m gon` go off behind my brother, fuck this charge, I slang that iron
Before he go and I don`t ride

I`m just a lonely child
Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah
Take this pain away, this pain away
Because my head been runnin` wild, wild
I`m just a lonely child
Who need someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah
Take this pain away, my pain away
Because my thoughts been runnin` wild

Oh, oh Lord
I need some help because my life been real hard
The way I approached the game, it seem that I`m hard
But I got feelings too just like a lil` boy, oh Lord
I`m a grandmom baby