Lyrics:

Fire that shit up, TnT
Um, Reuel, stop playing
He havin`, hmm-hmmHe havin`

He havin` conversations in the dark, yeah, yeah
It`s just me, myself, and my heart, uh
My heart said, 'Under any circumstance or for any reason
Lay down your guard again and I`ma stop beatin`
Please, friend, I cannot take it no more'

Four in the mornin`, while they sleepin`, I`m wide awake
Thinkin` about the problems I faced, make my heart race
I done put my trust in so many, they all traded lanes
I don`t know where I should start but it`s time for a change
During the day, I`m Rod Wave, but I feel like Cobain
Do I wanna deal with the pain that tomorrow brings?

Might grab a gun, blow out his brain, he been feelin` strange
But then he think `bout Reginae and think about Charmaine
So many smiles, so many hugs, but I still feel alone
Cut down the lights, cut off his phone, and get in his zone
Lost in his thoughts, he`s in a vault, but his mind, it roams
And he`ll give his heart to anyone who will call it home

And he`s been like that for so long, since a small child
He`d be okay until he sober, then his thoughts pile
They be on social sites ridin`, clownin` a nigga
Then he remember he`s up two, three hundred thousand on niggas

He havin` conversations in the dark, yeah, yeah
It`s just me, myself, and my heart
My heart said, 'Under any circumstance or for any reason
Lay down your guard again and I`ma stop beatin`
Please, friend, I cannot take it no more