Lyrics:

If I die now all I want from you is to remember
Who I am and who I've always been
If I die now I apologize to you forever
For all the bad things I have done troughout the years

If I die now what is the point of all my memories
It won't be long until they're gone you'll see
If I die now I am so glad that I have met you
All my friends that I've had till the end

The long and cold end comes close
As time it won't ever go slow

If I die now it is not like I have planned it
It was just to much for me to handle right now
If I die now I regret the thing I did not do
There's so much left for me to wonder about

The long and cold end comes close
As time it won't ever go slow