Lyrics:
The people around me Keeps getting older and older I'm thinking if it's me That has fallen out of the track The wives and the children Has never been close for me But now I'm in panic So afraid of falling behind So afraid of falling behind I'm afraid of falling behind I'm thirty plus something I should have gotten further in life But I'm still here stomping Like I was fourteen or something I think of the future I can't see anything changing This life that's before me I don't wanna do it again I don't wanna do it again I just don't want to do it again I'm waiting for something But nothing happens if I don't get it done myself I'm too shy, I'm stuck here I'm trying to reach out But all I do is done out of my normal self This heart won't give up yet I'm still here in panic Thinking I could be better at something This life is not meant for Thinking 'bout what's never been done This weight that's upon me Soon has to be lifted away Or else I'll go under I don't want to be here no more I don't want to be here no more I just don't want to be here no more