Lyrics:

I gotta find my way outta hell
I gotta find my way alone
I see myself dead by suicide
by a knife, gun, a blade-- or hanging high
Will I be safe or will I die
Can I stop the voices deep inside,
my mind, my mind, my mind, my fucking mind!!

Dead to me - Youre dead to me
Youre dead to me, all dead to me

Oh My Fucking God!!

Im a victim, Ive lived through disaster -
Pushed too far this is the reaction

I hate your lies
I hate my life

Dead to me - Youre dead to me
Youre dead to me - All Dead

Oh My Fucking God!!

Im a victim ive lived through disaster
Pushed too far this is the reaction - to you!!

I hate your lies
I hate my life

Hoping I'll find a way,
a way to live dead together

A way to hide my fears, a way to disappear
I cant fake it, I wont make it
I'll just hate it, I cant fake it
I wont make it, I just hate it
I cant take it
I cant change it, I cant take it, I cant take it!
I wont make it, no!!

Dead to me, youre dead to me,
youre dead to me - all dead!

Dead.. Dead... Youre soon to be dead
I put a 12 gauge under my chin
Dead.. Dead... Youre soon to be dead
I put a 12 gauge under my chin

Dead to me youre dead to me
Youre dead to me, all dead to me

Oh my fucking god!!!

Im a victim ive lived through disaster
Pushed too far this is the reaction

...died a thousand times again and again...
In my mind I have died.

I have slowly withered.