Lyrics:

[Bridge]
Whys it always have to be me
That's always left out to burn and
I'll never learn

[Verse 1]
Why is it always have to be me left out in the open
Solid like foundation in doubt by devotion
I need a little help now, without it I'm hopeless
But there's none so I feel like I can drown in this ocean
Do my best to keep my head high, but it's a dead vibe
Wish that I could rise above, wish that I could just fly
Tired of feeling like life is just a test drive
Standing on the top, contemplating to swan dive

[Hook]
And you know that I do it again
If you were a friend you would pretend that you love me
But this is the end never thought it'll be ugly
I guess I just lay in the grave that you dug me
Cause it burns my soul everytime that you touch me

[Verse 2]
Why is it always have to be me to fall for the lies
That face I fell in love with it, is all a disguise
Beauty in skin deep but it was all in your eyes
And if you'd looked in mine you could see how often I die
But you never looked up kept your eyes in yourself
And use that as a curtain to hide from my help
And that can be for certain the reason I'm burning
Temperatures turnin' but you stay perfect

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
Why is it always have to be me that looks like a bad guy
Because my honesty is strong and I can't lie
I was taught to be a men so I can't cry
Feel like I'm sufferin' from somethin' in a past life
But memory is gone but the punishment is strong
And I strive to hang on to the love that isn't wrong
Cause something isn't right if I wasn't in a fight
For the love that's in my sight, to keep something in my life

[Hook]

[Bridge x4]

[Outro]
I've waited for you
I died inside my own head
And I'd die again for you