Lyrics:

Eyes on the screen
We have all the information now
But what does it mean?
Reason's a tease
Drank up all that hemlock
Here I am just reading the leaves
And left wondering
What happened to the life we lost
That got lost in the living?

And all this fiction makes me nervous
Turns out it was blood spilled on the canvas
We admired just like some rorschach painting

The film in your brain
It edits to remember
Keeps the figure in the frame
It's a sacrificial violence
All those passed over in silence
Then cast out with the blame
And I'm trying to stay sane
Meanwhile, the river of forgetfulness
It starts spilling the banks

Caught in a lie
Instead of fessing up
We'd sooner just go out of our heads
I've been holding up my end
When I should have doubled down on
My own atom bomb shelter instead

Oh, oh, how you gonna hold on?
How you gonna hold on?
How you gonna hold on to everything?
Oh, oh, how you gonna hold on?
How you gonna hold on?
How you gonna hold on to your memories?
Oh, oh, how you gonna hold on?
How you gonna hold on?
How you gonna hold on
When you know that you can't?