Lyrics:

I tried, you know, just to toe the line
Love all the neighbors and live in the light
Sure, I stumbled sometimes

Self-contained: a convenient lie
Every source of pain, every sting of pride
Had to come from the outside

But you, you won't even fight me fair
Wait for the darkness, catch me unaware
Yeah, you pull me close
Then you twist the knife

I don't wanna live
With the kinds of trouble
I keep finding myself in

Mirror to my left and mirror to my right
A void stretching out on either side
Is it your face or mine?

Try to leave a mark
We carve our names
All cornered animals behave the same
And then get eaten alive

So that's it
I wash my hands, cut my ties
To the world and its vicious appetites
Yes, I am ready to die
Yeah, I'm ready, yeah, I'm ready to die

I don't wanna live
With the kinds of trouble
I keep finding myself in

Yeah, something's gotta give
When the water keeps on rising
And the walls are closing in

How long can I keep this tired act together?
It's a short ambulance ride
And then the waiting room forever
So tell me how do I make the right move now?
Prepare me for the moment when my mind goes out
I am just trying hard to follow the sound

You won't even fight me fair
Wait for the darkness catch me unaware
Then you twist the knife