Lyrics:

I take a deep breath, the smell might get me high
You get fucked up just to get by

I sleep all day, 'cause I can't open my eyes!
You pissed it all away and never said goodbye

(Said goodbye!)

The strength I find, I find on the inside!
(And I will not...) And I will not apologize!

We are so scared of whats around the corner
That's why we try to destroy the order
Chaos won't let us see whats coming around the bend
The journey is more important than the end!

(Than the end!)

The strength I find, I find on the inside!
(And I will not...) And I will not apologize for my prize!

(You didn't know...)
I guess you didn't know, its not a weakness
Its just my syndrome

You will never know the depth of my syndrome!
You will never know the depth of my syndrome!

(Why do we try to die, die, die?)
Syndrome!
(Why do we try to die, die, die?)
Syndrome!

The pills will make it go away!
Depression is my only friend!
I'm never getting better! And I don't want to anyway!

The strength I find, I find on the inside!
(And I will not...) And I will not apologize for my prize!

(The Angels call...)
The Angels are calling me home!
(You didn't know...) I guess you didn't know, its not a weakness
Its just my syndrome!

Why do we try to die all the time!
Isn't it just enough to be alive?