Lyrics:

I turned the preacher daughter bad, I think I`m a dummy
These niggas know what up, Know I`m bout whateva`
I`m in the streets I keep that heat, You know I be steppin`
I miss the Nawf just like my granny, My heart in them trenches
Yo` girl gone cheat on you for nothing
So I`m done with these bitches
I think about it every minute, Ain`t stoppin` my mission
On my payroll I got hittas I pay `em commision
Interrogated by detectives won`t tell `em I did it
I told Montana that I love him, On Dave I meant it
Put 20 thousand on his head, They catch him I send it
Get on my knee on side the bed like 'Father, forgive me'

Was sellin` weed fucked up my profit, I ain`t make a dolla`
The fame getting to my niggas, I cut off my partners
Before I call on you, I put my trust up in this choppa`
Movin` like he can`t get touched real quick, I bet I stop em`
Nigga ain`t give me shit but hand out like I owe him something
I don`t give a fuck if we step together, I`ll show you something
Bitches think they slick, They all deceive so I`ll never love em`
Bre was my first love but she changed so I`ll never trust her

This the files of a nigga who ain`t neva` bleed
This the story of a child who was in them streets
Why the fuck I`m taking care of them? They ain`t do shit for me
Why the fuck I`m showing you so much love?
And bitch you leaving me

Keandre dead, The only thing I think about is Tyler
I`m full of pain and wake up every morning and I`m smilin`
They think I`m dumb
You got me fucked up I got plenty knowledge
They don`t give a fuck about how I feel
They don`t know my problems

Just cause you around me, I ain`t forget bout everything you said
I let some shots off in the air for my niggas dead
Do anything in the world for you, I`m livin` red
Showin` love to them niggas they might bust my head
Mad bout a gun, but for a fact I won`t do you nothin`
Mad that I`m up but you remember you ain`t give me nothing
I ain`t give up on my mission,
fuck you mean bitch I was steady hustlin`
Handin` all you niggas money bitch and I steady strugglin`

Montana know about my pain and everything I told him
I told him watch what he was saying, but shit I had to fold him
Up in that cell bitch I was cryin` with no one to hold me
Youngboy a soldier, I remember what my grampa told me

Batty Bwoy if you cross imma` take your life
I`m full of drugs so imma` die if I get caught tonight
Tell my lil` brother and my sons it`s gone be alright
NBA`ing to the end, it`s a way of life

Young nigga fillin` up his arm with some heroin
He was abandoned as a child screaming red rum
You spell it backwards, What that mean? Nigga MURDER
Livin` wrong or right, trustin` nobody till the his time come

Yo` ex just exposed you, Now you mad like I was neva` here
Where I come from I gotta keep this bitch up on my hip
Momma` forgive me for all the times I use to trip
Know its a purpose in this world why I need to live
It ain`t too long

They don`t give a fuck bout me, Bitch
I did something for all y`all, y`all got me fucked up
Out the flap I ain`t gotta` smile in nobody face
Y`all tell me bout all y`all
problems, y`all don`t ask how I`m feelin` huh?
Bitch I been feelin` like I`m finna die
Bitch I cry alone
This for all them young niggas who gone
And all the people who miss they babies, You heard me?
Fuck everybody in mind, Y`all ain`t making my life no betta`

Young nigga fillin` up his arm with some heroin
He was abandoned as a child screaming red rum
You spell it backwards, What that mean? Nigga MURDER
Livin` wrong and right, trustin` nobody till the his time come

Batty Bwoy if you cross imma` take your life
I`m full of drugs so imma` die if I get caught tonight
Tell my lil` brother and my sons it`s gone be alright
NBA`ing to the end, it`s a way of life