Lyrics:

It's Been Awhile Since I Could Hold My Head High
and It's Been Awhile Since I First Saw You
and It's Been Awhile Since I Could Stand On My Own Two Feet Again
and It's Been Awhile Since I Could Call You

but Everything I Can't Remember
as Fucked Up As It All May Seem
the Consequences That I've Rendered
i've Stretched Myself Beyond My Means

it's Been Awhile Since I Can Say That I Wasn't Addicted
and It's Been Awhile Since I Could Say I Love Myself As Well
and It's Been Awhile Since I've Gone And Fucked Things Up, Just Like I Always Do
and It's Been Awhile, But All That Shit Seems To Disappear When I'm With You

but Everything I Can't Remember
as Fucked Up As It All May Seem
the Consequences That I've Rendered
i've Gone And Fucked Things Up Again

why Must I Feel This Way
just Make This Go Away
just One More Peaceful Day

and It's Been Awhile Since I Could Look At Myself Straight
and It's Been Awhile Since I Said I'm Sorry
and It's Been Awhile Since I've Seen The Way The Candles Light Your Face
and It's Been Awhile, But I Can Still Remember Just The Way You Taste

but Everything I Can't Remember
as Fucked Up As It All May Seem To Be
i Know It's Me
i Cannot Blame This On My Father
he Did The Best He Could For Me

and It's Been Awhile Since I Could Hold My Head Up High
and It's Been Awhile Since I Said I'm Sorry