Lyrics:

I had that same dream again
I dreamed I was an old man dyin' and tryin' to repent
And facing consequences for all the shit I've put up with
But now I've run out of steam
A broken backed nostalgiac
No chance left to redeem
I'm longing for my heyday give me a change to live again

If only I were eighteen again
I would spend all my time tryin' to remember when
...Was I that much happier then?
If only I were eighteen again...

And now I'm older it seems
Well at least while I sleep deep within my anxiety dreams
I comb my hair on over
Put my teeth in and give a grin
I recollect and reflect
Loves lost at too much cost' my conscience full of regret
And if I wake up I hope this better be a better day

If only I were eighteen again
I would spend all my time tryin' to remember when
...Was I that much happier then?
If only I were eighteen again...

The real truth of youth is innocence is a blessed and a cursed simulcast
The simple fact is that I'm sick of every song that dwells on the past
But still I go on writing
How long can my discontent last?

When I wake from my dream
Reality kicks in and I grinned just wonderin' what it means
The whole world screams 'grow up'
And I know I can, but I don't know when!