Lyrics:

You open up and what you gain is another hole
Reaching out for a hand and I know
The fear of losing all the trust that it craves
I feel that parts of you are never coming back

I used to think that life was ugly and a mess
Well, I was right but what to do other than your best
The meaning of it all you find within yourself
I hold the key, but where's the door?
I kick it in
Whatever that I want I will get
I'll take the beatings too, and all the blame
But father you're the one that I miss
I'm thankful I have our loved ones near

Whatever that I want I will get
I'll take the beatings too, and all the blame
But father, you're the one that I miss
I'm thankful that I have our loved ones near

The meaning of it all you find within yourself
I hold the key, but where's the door?
I kick it in
Whatever that I want I will get
I'll take the beatings too, and all the blame
But father, you're the one that I miss
I'm thankful that I have our loved ones near