Lyrics:

I learned to survive
Under the knife.
I learned to survive (without your kisses)
Under the knife (cut up to pieces).

And I'm waking up to sobriety,
Just another day you're not with me.
Wish I could escape reality
And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in?
Every day I'm waking to sobriety,
Nothing can erase this memory.
Wish that I could change reality
And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in?

Calling me out,
Because I'm still in love (love human reactor).

I learned to survive (my heart's still beating)
Under the knife (and I'm not breathing).
Look in your eyes (so deceiving).
I'll keep alive (just give me a reason).

And I'm waking up to sobriety,
Just another day you're not with me.
Wish I could escape reality
And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in?
Every day I'm waking to sobriety,
Nothing can erase this memory.
Wish that I could change reality
And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in?

Calling me out,
Because I'm still in love.
Calling me out,
Because I'm still in love (love human reactor).

And I'm waking up to sobriety,
Wish I could escape reality.
And I'm waking up to sobriety,
Wish I could escape reality.