Lyrics:

Part i

I am strong

I am able

I spill milk on your table

Then I cry like a baby

Just to see if you save me



I am sweet

I am ugly

I am mean if you love me

I try hard just to please you

When I say I dont need you



I dress up with a conscience

When I think youll be watching

I say all the right things

I dont know what I mean



Am i

Am i

Getting through

Am i

Am i

Getting through



I am ignorant and rude

I am fashionably crude

And sometimes when its quiet

Im an angel in white



When I pose in the mirror

I want everyone near me

I am scared that Im weird

Im afraid I am queer



I am lovely and weak

I am foul when I speak

I am strange when Im kind

I am frying my mind



Am i

Am i

Getting through

Am i

Am i

Getting through

I dont care I dont care



Jesus loves me I know

For my mom told me so

Im a loser at love

Im a flower in the mud



Am i

Am i

Getting through

Am i

Am i

Getting through

Am i

Am i

Getting through



Part ii

Dont you hate it

When the money starts to running out

Your esoteric rants

Were made to twist and shout

I heard you moved

Now youre hangin on the moulin rouge

Dont you know no matter where you go

Somebodys always watching you

Thats what they say

Thats what they say

When the pages fade the love you made

Will seem one hundred light years away