4. If I Could Turn Back Time Freezing crazy inside the corners of my mind Getting closer to life time I left behind Scenes and memories from the past have come along So the nightmare starts to grow. Broken pieces of a life I've tried to live Things and meanings now it's late for me to give I have nothing to expect, but a thousand to regret From this alcoholic cell Helpless standing in the crossroads of this world Among the things I've lived and done If I could turn back time I would try to leave the world behind If I could turn back time I would hold you by my side Cause now that death is closer Calling out my name I can finally understand Only little things are made to last forever. Streets are friends, the city's getting hard with me Now the burning sense for living trying to be Winter days are coming in the heart and mind Only sorrow there is to find. Wasted mornings, windy nights are all the same Cannot feel the bell that's chiming in my brain I have nothing to forget, nothing secret to respect From this alcoholic cell.