Lyrics:

If Ever You Had Said To Me Before
that I Would Live This Life That I Am
living Now I Guess It's All So Strange
to Feel The Way I Do Inside But
have So Much That I Could Feel Some
pride For In My Life So Why Is It That
i Feel Like This
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how Do I Feel I've Been Here Before.
i've Felt This
retreat To A Place, A Place Within Me,
i Need This. Keep It All Down, Bottled Inside
it Breaks Me To Torment Again And
torture Me Like It Used To
i Try And Try To Break Away From All The Hate
i'm Feeling For Everyone Of You That's Ever
done Me Wrong. I Need To Justify The Reasons
for The Way I'm Living. I Guess I Can't Cause
i Don't Feel Like I Deserve It
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so Now The Waves They Have Subsided
and My Soul Is Bleeding I Can't Take Away All
the Shame I Feel, Forgive Me
(Chorus)