Lyrics:

its been a long while since the words came quick
my heart was narrow and my skin was thick
blessed and im cursed by the feeling
i cant forget all the sparks ive seen

questioning what i thought i knew
if id seen it coming id have thought it through
built up to ruin by this simple fear
losing everything that i hold dear

maybe i was young or just naive
now im not sure what to believe
nothing comes as easy as i thought this was
nothing turns out like the dream of it does

i thought i had it all figured out
but i cant distinguish truth from the doubt
doesnt come as easy as i thought this was
nothing turns out like the dream of it does