Lyrics:

Thought I could fake this thing alright Thought it could somehow get me by Watching the doctors as they slide Needles into my eye Thought I could finally get around Laughable symptoms keep me down Faces I see all keep me blind And now theyre redemptions mine Now that I cant exchange actions for words Now that I found these inside fears the worst Now that I know theres no place left to hide Can I become all I thought I might As the leaders who follow the path Of whoever was standing round them Call to say what Im missing And into a detail they always go Dont believe them but offer condolences Under the circumstances All too often Im missing the spirit To fit in so call me out Thought I could soundly sleep tonight Positive clear and breathing right Panic attacks, panic attacks me now Seems like a fair redemption