Looming large like a favorite son One more time comes my obsession Like a mountain stream that ends in mud I'm wading in waiting for the flood, sinking You did Left me hating, contemplating Left me waning, slowly draining Feet of clay that are stuck to the floor And with vanity you want more I'm drinking strength for comic relief While I'm growing super weak in the knees You asked me can I deliver Like a monster crossing the Hudson river, stomping Big fat kill Carrying the weight of the world In my arms I'm biting my tongue so much it hurts But at the same time I'm at a loss for words The things I've seen should've left me blind So it makes me happy that I'm losing my mind, laughing You asked me can I deliver Like a monster crossing the Hudson river The things I've seen should've left me blind So it makes me happy that I'm losing my mind