Lyrics:

Joshua blow your trumpets towards the walls around my heart
And you better bring your army, come and tear my world apart
Moses help me wander from the desert that I've found
'Cause it feels like forever since my knees have touched the ground

I never thought I would be this way to let what we were begin to fade
I never thought I could say goodbye to all we had
I never thought I would come to be alone with all my apathy
I never thought You could still love a prodigal like me

David grab a stone and sling it toward my giant pride
Debra call the troops 'cause I'm ready for a fight
Peter, there's a roaster, did you once again deny?
Or am I the guilty one who can't look Him in the eye?

I never thought I would be this way to let what we were begin to fade
I never thought I could say goodbye to all we had
I never thought I would come to be alone with all my apathy
I never thought You could still love a prodigal like

Me with so much sin and shame
In need of such amazing grace
But still I find I turn away from You

I never thought I would be this way to let what we were begin to fade
I never thought I could say goodbye to all we had
I never thought I would come to be alone with all my apathy
I never thought You would still be there waiting patiently
I never thought You could still love a prodigal like me