Ladders coming up again what do I do Every ounce of my own being says run right through I'm held captive by the ship I'm in Mesmerized and it starts sinking in
Whistle blows I snap back to reality She is slowly sailing deep into the sea I've got to wake, this has to be a dream I've got to wake, this can't be what it seems
Never be the same I'm already changing Never be the same again I know
Never be the same I'm already changing Never be the same again I know
I've got this empty feeling that won't go away And yet that same old feeling's keeping me awake And if I could Id' tell them how I feel Even if I had the words to heal
It's like a never ever ending sleepless dream Like being suspended from a sky that you can't see Bottom falls and you're still standing there Like a puppet dangling in the air
I walk into a room and I can smell the air The walls are white and there's no feeling anywhere It's colder than the life from where I came But nothing's colder than the life I'm in