Lyrics:

Why am I awake?
Hate the breath I take.
Failed by my own fear.
Father, do you hear?

Since I've been looking for love
I found nothing but solitude.

In my dreadful dreams I'm already dead.
Unfortunately I am awake.

Ocean of tears unable to see.
No one can help me cause nobody hears.
Darkness inside. Feel cold embrace.
I cannot die. Deeath is my grace.

I do not want to see light of world.
Why am I awake?