Lyrics:

Backwards leaving, game we're beating
Stupid reasons, useless feelings
I wasn't that surprised
(It's always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone
I remain unknown
I'm bleeding where I bled
I'm hiding where I hid
I'm entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
I'm burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Feel castrated, complicated
Feelings fleeted, mind mistreated
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear
I remain unknown
I'm bleeding where I bled
I'm hiding where I hid
I'm entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
I'm burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Comin' around, comin' down
Givin' a frown to the sound
When I hit ground, I
Hate the way that I say ecstasy
When I know that I don't give a fuck about it anyway
Stay awake, feeling cold and tired

Resignation, life's frustrations
I should have thought ahead
And I remain unknown
I'm bleeding where I bled
I'm hiding where I hid
I'm entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
I'm burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
I'm sicker than I thought
I'm fighting what I fought
I'm right back where I started from
Backwards leaving, game we're beating