Lyrics:

And it's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile since I first saw you

And it's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again

And it's been awhile since I could call you



And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I've stretched myself beyond my means



It's been awhile

Since I can say that I wasn't addicted

And it's been awhile since I can say I love myself as well and

And it's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do

And it's been awhile but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you



And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I've gone and fucked things up again



Why must I feel this way?

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day



And it's been awhile

Since I could look at myself straight

And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry

And it's been awhile since I've seen the way the candles light your face

And it's been awhile but I can still remember just the way you taste



And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem to be

I know it's me

I cannot blame this on my father

He did the best he could for me



And it's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's ben awhile since I said I'm sorry