When I think of heaven Deliver me in a black-winged bird I think of flying down into a sea of pens and feathers And all other instruments of faith and sex and God In the belly of a black-winged bird Don't try to feed me 'Cause I've been here before and I deserve a little more I belong in the service of the Queen I belong anywhere but in between She's been crying, I've been thinking And I am the rain king I said mama, mama, mama Why am I so alone? I can't go outside, I'm scared, I might not make it home But I'm alive, but I'm sinking in If there's anyone home at your place Why don't you invite me in? Don't try to bleed me 'Cause I've been there before and I deserve a little more I belong in the service of the Queen I belong…