Lyrics:

Living life
Don't you cry
My life
Pain is God
Many nights
Painful thoughts occur
Yell at me,
Again I'm wrong

In denial
I tried to be your friend
I tried to be
A good boy
All I see
A hate deep inside
Startle me
Someone save me

Now these memories
Fill my heart
They bury me

All I want to do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you
(Should I beat and stab and fuck her?)
All I want to do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you
(Should I beat and stab and fuck her?)
All I want to do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you
(Should I beat and stab and fuck her?)

Looking back
I was never ever right
You were my stepmom
Who always wanted me out of your sight

I would come walking in and I'd say, "Hello"
But you would slap me
And you would make some fucked-up comment about my clothes
But I tried to let it pass
But the pictures in my head were with you
With a knife up your ass laying dead
So I popped some more caps in your ass
Now your son is not so fun
Motherfucking bitch, never try to play me!

You make my life
Not so good

All I want to do
Is kill you
All I want to do
Is kill you

All I want to do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you
(Should I beat and stab and fuck her?)

All I want to do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you
(Should I beat and stab and fuck her?)

Wish!
Ha ha!
You!
Ha!
Were dead!
Ha ha!
Now!
Ha ha!

Now I know.
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Now I know.
How can I cry over someone I never loved?

Never loved
Never loved