Lyrics:

The lights go out
Life here is non-existent
I'm only killing the hours
An attempt to turn it around

I feel you catching up with me yeah
I say, I say it's time to finish what we started

Everything I promised I'd be
I'm afraid I'm not, I'm just not
I'm a monster (Am I?)
Who's finally taking control of his life

The struggle never ends
There's no pain with sacrifice
Tourniquet covers the eyes
Identify the victim

I feel you catching up with me yeah
I say, I say it's time to finish what we started

Everything I promised I'd be
I'm afraid I'm not, I'm just not
I'm a monster (Am I?)
Who's finally taking control of his life

Such a careless lover
I put my best foot forward
Such a careless lover
I put my best foot forward
So what good is a life without you?
What good is a life without you?
Such a careless lover only sees her reflection

I'm just not
I'm just not

This memory will haunt me
And nothing keeps you satisfied
The thought of me inside of you
Has kept you up at night