Lyrics:

Right from the start, hell yeah you were the one
Even without a kiss you were so much fun
Hurting me all the time but yet it felt so good
You knocked me down but my love still stood
Didn't wanna hurt me but you did
Couldn't see behind my back, useless
Wrapped up in love, I couldn't control it
Guess now I see just what it is
I didn't know what real love was
All the hits you gave shoulda been hugs, I laughed

Yes I laughed to keep from crying (til I cried)
Gotta laugh to keep from crying
(I seemed so happy on the outside, baby)
Yes I laughed to keep from crying
(How was I to know it at the time)
Gotta laugh to keep from crying
(I was so busy laughing, now I'm crying)

And I can't deny sometimes were good
I wouldn't save myself if I could
Blinded and naive, I was a fool
And lucky me, I ran into you
Ask you if you love me, you say 'uh-uh'
Wanna take me out, you say 'uh-uh'
Still had a way of getting to me
Hold me tight and I forget everything
Still to this day i think of you
You taught me how to see through the lies and get to the truth

Yes I laughed to keep from crying (til I cried)
Gotta laugh to keep from crying
(I seemed so happy on the outside, I lied)
Yes I laughed to keep from crying (keep from crying baby)
Gotta laugh to keep from crying
(I was so busy laughing, now I'm crying)

The laughter keeps going
And my heart's not showing, it's lying
I wish I could show you how many times I've cried
The laughter keeps going
And my heart's not showing, it's lying
I wish I could show you how many times I've cried

Yes I laughed to keep from crying (to keep from crying, yeah)
Gotta laugh to keep from crying
(Keep from crying, I gotta keep from dying baby)

You killed me, you lied to me
You hurt me bad and made me sad
I wish you would not make me cry
It hurts so bad, it hurts so bad