Lyrics:

Afterwards
Your pale skin is a razor sharp wire
So I place these scales over my eyes

Don't touch me
I'm sick
You whisper
But I hear only what I choose

Hello my good old friend
Your hand pulls me back from that mire
Or will I look back and stare and wonder
If she is way back there

But afterwards
My mouth will be filled with gravel
And I'm left alone

You know that feeling
Of fear and desperation
In the pit of your stomach
It's making you nauseous

Excitement (When your head spins)
Apprehension (When your head spins)
You wish you could lose it all (And your stomach sweels)

Hello my good old friend
Your hand pulls me back from that mire
Or will I look back and stare and wonder
If she is way back there

Hello my good old friend
Your hand pulls me back from that mire
Will I look back and stare and wonder
If she is way back there

But afterwards
My mouth will be filled with gravel
And afterwards
I'm left alone

The fear of dealing with this is stronger than
The fear of just forgetting this
And future I am scared of you
And future I am scared of you
And future I am scared of you (Scared of you)

Hello my good old friend
Your hand pulls me back from that mire
Will I look back and stare and wonder
If she is way back there

I swear I'll find my way back
I swear I will find my way back to the light
I swear
I swear; now that I'm left alone
I'm left alone