this town had sunk its teeth deep inside of me and now i struggle just to breath
and this used to be my own safety the side walks they're torn up and the memories are grey I'd rather keep them all that way
cuz i can't relive all of those nights when i was afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same when i was shaking in a cold sweat cursing all the pain I've had i can't go back to all this! (the pain I've had) i can't go back to all this now
look at me I'm a mess a mess of everything that i never wanted to be
i can't repeat i can't relive all of those nights when i was afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same when i was shaking in a cold sweat cursing all the pain I've had i can't go back to all this (the pain I've had) i can't go back to all this i can't go back to all this NOW
all of those nights when i was afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same when i was shaking in a cold sweat cursing all the pain I've had i can't go back to all this (the pain I've had) i can't go back to all this i can't go back to all this NOW!