Lyrics:

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me youre doing fine
And youre somewhere feeling lonely even though hes right beside you
When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

Cause Im not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didnt need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
Cause Im not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me theyre still living in my phone
I admit I like to see them, I admit I feel alone
All my friends keep asking why Im not around
It hurts to know youre happy and to face that youve moved on
Its hard to hear your name when I havent seen you in so long

Its like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

Cause Im not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didnt need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
Id hold you closer than I ever did before
And youd never slip away
And youd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didnt need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
Im not fine at all