Got a hole in my heart that stretches form coast to coast Constantly ripper apart from what I want the most And if I could find whoever designed you There'd be so much I wanna know Since I don't like my shape it takes time to prepare A chronic illness comes in the form of despair Do you wanna know something? You are the one thing that keeps me up (because I care) Hello please to meet you I am fumbling with myself cause I am just too scared to greet you my love Goodbye Nice to know you I am leaving unexpectedly before I got to show you... How month's go by and I only feel worse Try to forget the ones who forgot you first And you don't need him and she don't need you Gotta stop hanging around Because the waiting hurts Gotta hole in my head that stretches from ear to ear I dug it out because I couldn't take the fear And if I can't think Well I guess I can't sink down And I won't waste another year