I've been in a daze. It seems like days that I've been waiting for this dream to pass. It goes so fast. It seems nothing lasts. I think I've lost something.
Stuck here with these people wide awake, The crush of bodies in one space. I feel your hot breath on my tongue. I wonder where you've gone.
And the ever-turning spinning wheel of people, places, lies. I feel the restless beat of the sleepless night to come.
I just want to be numb. I just want to be numb.
Hopeless these three years like smoking gears, I go from place to place just aimlessly and half asleep, Like I've fallen alone in some endless breach.
I don't know where I am. I don't know what I've done. I just go over it and over it again and again and again. I can't sleep at night. I can't breathe. But if I drink tonight, I'll get you off my mind.
And the ever-present pit I feel, I'm turning on some spinning wheel. The faces and the scenes I see, And none of it seems real to me. Just the bleary haze of the morning still to come.
I just want to be numb. I just want to be numb. I just want to be numb. I just want to be numb.