Lyrics:

I've got a sickness, no doctor in all of his knowledge could ever cure
I'm so sick and tired of feeling worthless like I don't exist
Keep up my head high, try to live my life
And no one notices
All my years being left alone has made me what I am
Wounded by the ones I love
Back against a wall
I'm an animal
Trapped in hell

This is real pain
These are real tears
This is the world falling on me

Is this what you want
Part of your great plan
You want to see me fail
You'll never get your chance

Sorrow has become my only friend again
I know I will fail you in the end

There's no heaven that wants me
No hell that could ever hold me in
No matter how far I run, I could never escape
I still bear all of my sins

I remember the sun touching your face
I'm still waiting for the day
Just to hear you say, 'Well, I've had enough.'
Get up and you walk away

Sorrow has become my only friend again
I know I will fail you in the end

And I can't blame you for running
I know you couldn't understand
You see, I don't even know myself anymore
I don't even fucking understand

This is real pain
These are real tears
This is the world falling on me

Is this what you want
Part of your great plan
You want to see me fail
You'll never get your chance

Sorrow has become my only friend again
I know I will fail you in the end

I will fail