Truth works just like it needs to
Sharp, an ugly riding off the lips
Of someone strange
Oh, how weird it can be
Looking at you, looking at me
I know just what you think
Yeah, I know just what you think
I cant take this down
I dont need it
No, I dont want it
God, I dont want it
I want to feel proud
I wont let them see
Wont let them see me
Wont let them see me now
It should be easier
The back of my throat is dry
The sick in my chest wont subside
The ugly that is now is real
The helplessness of my pain
Me knowing the weight
Of my shame can you get me out?
Yeah come on get me out!
I cant tell how I lie, I cant tell why
Im not gonna make it
Out real clean
I cant tell when its real
I cant tell what I feel
Maybe this is numb?
Maybe this is me?
If this is really me, God help me
To separate fact from fiction
Separate fact from fiction
If I am really free, help me