Lyrics:

I've been cheating myself for too long
Living as if i was going nowhere
And I know it's wrong
I've been fighting myself for too long
I try, really try to keep my head up high
And I know it's wrong
And I should really know better
But it's been so long;
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I know how I feel
But I'm afraid to show it
Inside it's so real
But no one else would know it
The whole truth and no lies
Cutting deeper, I can hear my soul cry
Come on Testify, Come on Testify
I've been lying to myself for too long
Silence.... was my only comfort
And I know it's wrong
But I can't change the weather
It's been too long;
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To the friends that I've lost on the way
To the friends I've been pushing away
You could say that I've made it
But I'm jaded
And inside I'm falling;

(Chorus)
I've been fighting
Myself for too long
And I've been hating
Myself for too long